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MasqueradeI don't think it bothers the world that we sin. I think it bothers the world that we act like we don't.Masquerade
~Mark Hall, Casting Crowns, commentary on Stained Glass Masquerade
Sometimes I like to pretend like I'm invincible, invulnerable, some sort of Superman. I smile and laugh around my family and friends, but inside I'm in pain. Sometimes I lie or just avoid certain topics because otherwise I will have to admit failure. Instead of facing the fact that I sin, asking for forgiveness and starting the process of repenting, often I will pretend like it never happened. Why do we do this? Why is it so important to proj
by ~UTAlan
NicholasWho do I want to be, you ask? Loving, Caring, Thoughtful, Faithful, Accepted, Loved.Nicholas
Who am I, you ask? Hate-Filled, Selfish, Scared, Alone, Rejected, Abandoned.
Why don't I change, you ask? I don't know how. I live what I know. I know darkness. In darkness I shall remain.
I underestimate Love, you say? I'm tired of running,I'm through with that. I want forgiveness, I want redemption. Can Love give me these things? Can you give me these things?
God? I want to be
by ~UTAlan
My RiverMy life was so close to perfect, I had it all planned out. There was nothing that could bring me down, Of that I had no doubt.My River
That lack of doubt soon disappeared As my life went down the drain. Everything that I had planned Was washed away by the rain.
Is this a test given by God? A lesson to be learned? Either way my life as I knew it Will never be returned.
So as I swim down my river I keep looking for the bend. I feel so lonely all the time, Even when I am with friends.
My hope is fading faster now As I try to
by ~UTAlan
Where You Want MeAs I stumble through the darkness There are many things I do not know Many paths lie here before me Now I wonder which way to goWhere You Want Me
My Pride and Fear take hold A blindfold, they completely cover me But Your light pierces through them No longer blind, I now can see
The decision to make is easy The path to take now clear It is by Your love and light alone That I know there's nothing to fear
I long to glorify you In whatever shape or form I long to draw near to you Whether sunshine or thunderstorm
I know not where this path le
by ~UTAlan
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My FatherThe world tells me What I should be That it's the only one there Too bad; The world doesn't really careMy Father
My daddy sees My father walks He dries my tears And takes my hand
"Look, my daughter, See this world? It doesn't matter The best is yet to come."
The world tells me I gotta see With my own two eyes to believe; The world tells lies
My daddy sees My father walks He dries my tears And takes my hand
"Look, my daughter, See these tears? For every tear you cry, &nb
by ~citysilence
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- Current Residence: Plano, TX
- Interests: UT Football, running, reading, working on my website, music, hanging out with friends, and more!
- Favourite movie: Chronicles of Narnia, RENT, Big Fish, Black Hawk Down, Back to the Future (all 3), Office Space...
- Favourite band or musician: SCC, JOC, Vertical Horizon, Wideawake, Blue October, Train, RENT, Staind, 30 Seconds to Mars...
- Favourite genre of music: CCM & Christian Rock
- Favourite artist: Steven Curtis Chapman
- Favourite poet or writer: CS Lewis and Tom Clancy
- Skin of choice: My own.
- Personal Quote: I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. ~Philippians 4:13
- Website: http://alanbeam.net
- Email: alan@alanbeam.net
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